Friday, July 15, 2011

Better Than Any Award

          "A friend is one who believes in you when you have ceased to believe in yourself."
                                                                                    
                                                                                   ~Sent By Lysha

          L.K. and I have been best friends from the absolute start. We knew each other before we started school, for we were both in a beauty pageant together. L.k. came in 1st place while I ended up in runner up. It is amazing, to me, how all through out school we hung out, played, laughed, cried, helped, and loved, together. Honestly I couldn't ask for more. We have grown up together as the two "sisters" that never fought but instead cared. Even to this exact day we share secrets and call each other up at midnight just to make conversation. 
         The feeling of knowing that i always have a true friend 100% there for me puts so much reassurance and confidence inside of me I cant help but smile until my cheeks hurt. <3 
         




                                        We Truly Are Best Friends. Forever & Always.

Thursday, July 14, 2011

Required Mistakes

          "I can stand brute force, but brute reason is quite unbearable. There is something unfair about its use. It is hitting below the intellect."
                                                                                 ~Oscar Wilde


        Just yesterday I felt that my mother was, well, a lot of things. I guess being away from her for a week or so can really change a person, but i felt this way mainly because i wasn't getting what i wanted while being very persistent and stubborn about it. She said that I am too young too go out and date. The way i took those words in was like she told me that i will never be aloud to "grow up".  Honestly, i don't want to completely grow up, but i'd like to be able to at least experience the fun of being a teenager. 
           Some people look at life as: its life, you'll live and die. Its just in the nature of things. I look at like: Life; its all a big challenging, entertaining, adventurous game board. No matter where you end up, you should be glad that there at all and not down under.  I've learned to love others for not only who they are and what they do, but because of what they have done in my life to get me where i am. If I never argued and fought with my mother, nothing would be worked out like it is today. Whether we fight for a day, an hour, a week, even 5 minutes. Everything that i do to get me to be who I am, and to the point of loving every second of it requires mistakes that I know will be worked out in the end. ♥